I don't know what was messed up but all I did was join new server and click on the region I lived in and it loaded my character. I was afraid that it was going to have me make a new one.
I cant die because I can not even join back and when I went to open my inventory it would close as soon as I opened it. so I tried to restart but now its really broke.
I rejoined the last server but was not able to use anything I had so I restarted my game and now I can not rejoin at all the only option I have is to join a new atlas.
If anyone know how to fix this let me know.